Cesc Fabregas admits Chelsea’s nightmare season is keeping him awake at night and miserable.
The Spanish midfielder showed on Friday night against England that he has not entirely lost his form, and he is clearly baffled by the problems at Stamford Bridge.
“When things don’t go right I can’t sleep at night. Sometimes when I am at home, in bed, I wonder,” admitted Fabregas.
“You have your own thoughts and the manager will have his thoughts about what is going on and it is all about talking about things and putting this right all together.
“Football is my life. It is everything to me. My family keep me happy sometimes but when football does not go well, my life is not happy.
“I try to fix it and try to put it right. We are used to always being at the top.
“The season is f***ed. The results have not done justice to what we do on the pitch. We are doing things better, but we’ve had no luck. We have to start winning now.
“We are not in the best moment at the club and we want to lift ourselves up and start playing better. We don’t like to be losing.
“The manager and some other players, we have always been lucky enough to play for big teams. Always trying to get to the top and always fighting for things. In the Champions League.”
Fabregas has again reiterated his support for manager Jose Mourinho, saying: “I cannot support him even more than I am doing. I am always saying he deserves it, 100 per cent.
“We are not playing well but that does not mean we are not in favour of the manager or something like that. We want to win for Chelsea, that is the first thing.
“We want the club to be at the top and someone like Mourinho who is having difficult times and the players, then you have to support each other and give our best.”